This is the post that I have not been able to write for more than a week; and I thought that a bit of time would help me to be articulate and somehow hopeful, but I can hardly breathe as I type these words. They always speak of “heartbreak”, in the context of great loss - but I find that there are no words that can serve to describe how my heart feels - it keeps going, with what feels like a veil of tears, and a painful yearning for something and Someone that cannot be. I had

As we exit a challenging year, and enter a New one, I remember Adorado, and how he always showed such me such gratitude and love. And how one vet who came to examine him told me not to spend much money on his vet care because he was “just a meat horse.” He had been sold at auction as a foal - by an Appaloosa breeder - and his mom came with registration papers. And the meat buyer got him. But papered or not… “just a meat horse?” He was ‘just’ something all right- he was just m